Looking back I guess it’s really not hard to believe that I could literally see the future with you. And seeing as the person I became after these happy memories has left us in a state of non speaking terms, this is the only way I can really think of to say exactly what I tried to say the night you slammed that door in my face. Thank you for shaping me into the person I am now. What I did to you was selfish and callous. It was wrong in every way and shape and form. Even the things I had said and done before my biggest mistake, they were not the person I should have been. They are not the person you deserved. But without all of that calamity, without all of that wrong doing, I would not be heading for such a bright future. I know you have told me that the last thing you want is an I’m sorry or an apology. You’re right. Those are just words. They mean little to nothing next to the damage I left behind as an irresponsible moron. But I can promise you this. That in lieu of an apology I will be the best man, the best soldier, the best human being I can be because of you. Even if you and I never cross paths from this moment on, you are part of the mold that has changed me for the better. So no matter where life leads us, I will be kinder, I will be more loving, and I will be less of a superhero and more of just a best friend. I will do all the things I should have done and then some. All because of you. Here’s to hoping one day you can look back without disdain and smile. In the meantime I hope life brings you all the joy it has seemingly brought me this past year and then some. I hope you do everything you dreamed of. I hope you are happy. And I hope you find that happy ending you never believed in.
Looking good, feeling fine. Down to 141 lbs. Exercise and hardwork pay off.
#wcw because hot damn what a beautiful, wonderful human being.
Took a nap with my boy. ♡
And they were so worried about us coming out of the closet. Now its coming out of the locker.